Friday, September 28, 2007
Dear Diary..
Sorry about the long "missing in action".. Didn't really have anything to write.. Shall write about the whole week then..
This whole week has been a good practicing week for me.. as in cooking.. because i have been cooking for ______ lunch.. trying different dishes.. i really hope that she has liked all of them.. because i'm cooking without my taste buds.. so no taste.. but she said that all of them are nice.. and i believe her.. but i just cannot believe myself that i can cook without my taste buds.. just cannot believe myself..
i feel that i'm going through the motion of eating.. as in i'm just filling my stomach.. without tasting anything.. to me now, every food is just tasteless.. maybe it's because of my flu.. maybe because of other things.. i don't know..
today, i realised that whenever i play basketball, feelings and expressions on people around me affects me a lot.. i just realised that today.. whenever someone who i loves and cares a lot is feeling happy, chances of me playing well is high.. and whenever someone is feeling sad or down, i will just be affected and cannot perform.. that's weird for a sportman.. because i know that as a sportsman, i cannot play by feelings and moods.. but that's something i cannot change.. it's just in me.. probably i can don't care.. but i'm just too sensitive about all the feeling things.. it's just me..
(17:52)