Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.


Patrick Ethan Goh
wishing to be a teacher
loves to cooking
hates bacstabbers
hates being taken for granted
loves God
loves you
loves chocolates






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Dear Diary..

i couldn't sleep.. so i have to write.. probably because there is things in my mind that is confusing.. i shall try talking it out..

what is friendship? what does it take to have good friends.. to maintain good friendship? what are the feelings when you have good best friends? someone told me is the time and commitment that makes all that.. someone told me also that it's like a karma.. a curse.. all i know..
i don't have any best friends in my whole life.. so sometimes when you talk to me about your best friends stuff, i cannot really understand and relate into your problem... your feelings for them.. probably it's a curse for me not to have good friends.. best friends.. i don't know.. friendships isn't a one way thing.. although how i want to have that friendship to work out, it's also depend on the other side that makes everything go.. it cannot be only my side that is doing all the work to make it work.. not that i don't want.. i would love to have.. seeing all of you having so much fun with all your good friends, best friends.. sometimes it just make me jealous.. i would love to have that fun too..






do you feel that guys around you are much caring than me?
do you feel that guys around you are much better listener than me?
do you feel that guys around you are much better talker than me?
do you feel that guys around you are much more sennsitive than me in thinking?










how i want to cry until there's no more tears for me to cry..
how i want to run until no more energy left in me and just drop..