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Dear Diary..

today was another "free" day for me.. supposed to have meeting, but in the end, was cancelled.. and i was the last person to be informed.. last to know the timing.. last to know the cancellation.. sounds familiar?

went to Donut Factory to get donuts(of course).. got like 24 donuts for the whole G12..

last day as a whole G12.. kinda sad.. but well.. we have to move on..



Dear Diary..

for once..
treat me like a human..
not a bloody DOG!!
i have the right to know what's going on..
not last minute stuff..
you, the leader..
PLEASE ACT LIKE ONE!!
don't tell me last minute stuff...
and then cancel it last minute!!
i hate all of this!!
seriously..
you think i respected you?
HAHAHA!!!
straight in your face...
NO!!! NEVER!!!
with the things that you have done..
NEVER!!!



Dear Diary..

i'm feeling alone..
when i'm not supposed to..
in school..

and i'm supposed to be in school today..
but i'm not..



Dear Diary..

those who are reading my blog.. i need all of your support..


i will be having this school event from the 11 of February to the 16 of February.. it will be like a fine dinning kind of setting.. but you don't have to wear like suit and stuff.. casual wear will do.. i will be coming out with a menu for this event.. and of course, i will be cooking.. so somehow, you can taste my cooking.. it will be a 5 course meal, $28, serving at dinner time (6.30pm - 9.30pm) the last order will be at 9.30pm.. the venue will be at Sha villa, at Somerset.. it's just a walking distance from Somerset MRT station..

for any questions, you can leave me a message at my tagbox, or give me a call or message through my phone..

thank you for your support..
:)



Dear Diary..

today was a off day for me!! no school!! no project!! free time for myself!! haha.. so..... TIME TO DO RANDOM STUFF!!!

in the morning, went for a swim.. but bad timing.. no.. not raining.. but.. my googles leaked.. and my leg muscles was like going to cramp.. so it's like swimming for 15 minutes and i'm out of the swimming complex..

then next place.. Simei.. went there to buy some stuff for baking.. yes.. baking!! baking cake today.. but it's a disaster.. the cake was like flat and tasted funny.. so it's bad.. i will try again.. haha.. :)

went home to put my swimming gear and stuff.. and then went for blood donation.. haha today was my 9th time donating.. the last time didn't manage to donate because of the wisdom tooth operation.. so they don't allow.. but this time, i was able to.. so that's good!! haha..

after that, went to get some stationery at art friend.. at TAKA.. the exit at Orchard MRT station was like changed.. a nicer one now.. haha.. a bit mountain turtle.. haha.. got some stuff for someone special.. making some special for her.. :)











jealousy is something really kills..
kills relationships..
kills feelings..
creates doubts..
but for me..
i choose to trust..
not doubt..



Dear Diary..

today was a pissing day for me..

someone messaged me about the meeting time for today last night.. but guess what time is it? 4 AM IN THE MORNING!!! i mean.. why can't they tell me earlier? and if i didn't wake up in the middle of the night to check my phone, i think i will be super late for the meeting..

okay.. that's not enough.. when i reached there, it's like 9 plus.. as usual, i'm early.. and guess what? they were late.. like 30 minutes? we were supposed to meet like 10? hello!!! 10!! not 11!! can't you all like tell me that you all are late? never mind.. that's not the worse.. not the whole group was there!! only 4 of us!! freak!! that's not worse.. guess what time we started to work on our project.. 12.30!!!! oh my gosh!!! it's just wasting my time today... goodness!!

tomorrow staying at home.. not going to school...

haha.. today went to have my haircut.. have it short.. weather is turning hot again.. so keep it short to have my head cool.. :)


oh ya.. did i say that i have a very bad tasting soup today? chicken soup with orange juice.. tasted super weird!!









for the whole day..
without talking to you..
feeling very..
very..
empty..
missing you the whole day..



Dear Diary..

maybe i should eat less.. eating so much is not good...



Dear Diary..

i found out that my huge appetite is back.. just finished ate a 3 piece chicken meal from KFC, which i cannot finish in the past.. i think that's kinda bad.. because it also means that i wil be very hungry at times, and that i will be hungry very easily.. that's really bad..

and also that for the past few days, i can eat like 2 to 3 portions for 3 persons.. sometimes, still feeling hungry after that...


that's really really bad..



Dear Dairy..

there wasn't any game for me and my team.. because the opponent have not enough player.. so it was a walk over.. and my team automatically went into the Finals.. so ya.. next week, Region A vs Region B..

went to Katong to eat laksa.. it's 3 dollars but don't look and feel like 3 dollars.. and after that, went to Ikea to eat.. 12 chicken wings, 10 meatballs, and a plate of pasta.. it may sound a lot to you.. but to me, after all that, i still feeling hungry..

nowadays, i have been eating like nobody's business.. 2 portions.... 4 portions... supper....... don't know what's wrong to me.........




if you're thinking..
i should be happy..
because i'm going into the Finals..
or after eating so much..
sorry..
i'm not..
acutally....












i'm going to break down soon...
just to let you know..
after so long..
of being happy..



Dear Diary..

today was a very tired day...

at the restaurant, it was like nothing to do.. and then bored until tired.. keep on yawning and yawning.. and the people doing the cooking was really seriously super slow.. as in cooking and cleaning up.. haiz..









i love the way you are..
i love you the way you are in now..
you may feel ___..
but don't let it get the best of you..
remember what you said when i'm not eating....
"by not eating, you're missing out a lot of good food.."
you can eat healthy..
but not _______.....
i don't wish to see you do that..
otherwise i will lose my eating partner..



Dear Diary..

just came back from a swim.. feels very good after the swim.. feels fitter, and lungs bigger.. and someone also said become more shuai.. haha.. :)

yesterday at the restaurant was the most boring shift out of the 4 weeks.. or should i say.. the whole week is super BORING!!! there wasn't anything to do because some group is having their event menu.. so they are cooking.. and i'm out of job.. then the funny thing is that the chef don't allow us to go off early.. as in like there isn't anything to do, might as well let us go off early, rather than staying there and being an obstruction to others.. ARGH!! BORED!!!!





though you all don't want to talk to me..
showing me faces and stuff..
guess what?
you all don't control my life..
since you all don't bother about me..
then the more i shouldn't too..
just don't care..
take a break..













i will be there when you cry...
always..
listening to you whenever you want to talk..
always..



always..



Dear Diary..

listen to this song.. it's very nice..






I Will
Bianca Ryan

How, do I put it to words
That one thing is for sure
You're the one I'm here for
I, I come running to you
Nothing I wouldn't do
I wouldn't never desert you, hurt you
I want you to know

Who's gonna be there
Standing by your side forever
Who's gonna help you
When you can't keep it on together
And who's gonna promise
that they'll never leave you all alone
I will, I will, I will
For you

Try, when the night feels too long
When all your hope is gone
I'll show you how to carry on
Ohh, cause now,
In your eyes i can see
Everything you can be
If you're lost i will find you
Remind you
Don't you know

Who's gonna be there
Standing by your side forever
Who's gonna help you
When you can't keep it on together
And who's gonna promise
that they'll never leave you all alone
I will, I will, I will

For what i believe
I'd risk everything
You know i believe in you
And you're willing to fight
'Cause you know deep inside
It's the right thing to do
It's the chance that you take
It's the bond that won't break
Love is the one thing
That never, ever ends

Who's gonna be there
Standing by your side forever
Who's gonna help you
When you can't keep it on together
And who's gonna promise
that they'll never leave you all alone
I will, I will, I will
For you I will

Who's gonna be there
Standing by your side forever
Who's gonna help you
When you can't keep it on together
And who's gonna promise
that they'll never leave you all alone
I will, I will, I will
For you I will
I will



Dear Diary..

i felt betrayed..
in the kitchen..
no matter which shift is it..
i felt it strong..
same as before..
people using other language..
talking in front of me..
people talking behind me..
backstabbing me..
guess i have to get used to it..
or..
i have got used to it..
Lord..
help me..



i just said all my feelings out..
not thinking of them..
felt better..
don't worry.. :)

a random picture of the anouncement....... :D

went to swim finally.. after the swim, i felt more refreshed and better.. and that i felt fitter than before that.. hope i can swim again soon...

i'll be there..

there for you..

no matter what happen..

you will find me just beside you..

holding your hands..

bringing you up..

cheering you on..

when you're down..

when you're tired..

i'll be there..

i'll never leave you..



Dear Diary..

last night was a very horrible night.. a series of really very bad dreams.. until to a point where i cannot even get sleep.. it's like whenever i fell asleep, a different bad dream just comes in instantly.. and i was like a walking zombie this morning at church.. didn't really talk a lot today.. but i tried to smile.. though i'm very tired.. and i think i made you smile too.. :)

after that, on my way home, i made a very big fool of myself.. my brain wasn't really functioning properly, and couldn't see properly.. and guess what? i took the wrong bus home!! haha.. i'm supposed to take 969 home.. but in the end, i took 858 all the way to the airport.. and alighted at T3.. got carrot cake for lunch.. and went home.. haha.. :)




Lord i pray right now for myself..
i know that i have a bad and quick temper..
i know that i have to grow up..
Lord..
i want to grow up..
and i thank you that you have sent someone to rebuke me..
you have sent ______..
Lord..
i want to change..
take away this bad temper of mine..
help me grow up..
somethings i cannot change...
somethings i cannot do..
but Lord i know..
i know that keep thinking about them..
thinking what i cannot do or change..
won't make things better..
so why think about them?
leave it to you, Lord..
take away all that..
all that burden..
all those thoughts..
really no point thinking about them..
when i can't even do anything about them..
so Lord..
make me a better person..
for me..
for her..
for everyone..
i thank you Lord..











today..
i feel that i may have irritated you..
maybe..
but i know that i'm high chances, wrong..
but somehow..
i just want to say..
i'm sorry..



Dear Diary..

being random.. changed my blogskin again.. haha..
very short attention lifespan..



Dear Diary..

today was the last Saturday shift for me!! Whoa Oh!! next week will be an off day for me, so basketball, here i come.. but i won't be able to see you there.. :'(

today went for the blood donation.. but i wasn't able to donate.. because i had a wisdom tooth operation last year.. so i have to wait for excatly 3 months and then i can donate.. so i was like very sian diao.. i have to wait until like February then i can donate.. :(

actually wanted to go and buy the Adam's Road Food Centre's prawn mee.. but really not mood to eat just now.. so decided to come home after the disappointment..











i promise to cheer you up..
even if i'm sad or tired..

i promise to be there whenever you need me..

as long as you like it..
and that you want it..



Dear Diary..

today was quite a boring day at the training restaurant.. it was not really busy as usual.. so i was singing and dancing.. and i think that i'm pissing everyone there with all the singing and dacning from me.. because i was like singing, and dancing out what was the song was all about.. so they were like "Why are you doing all these?"

and also today, i tried something different.. i cooked some beef, using my own receipe.. and everyone liked it.. haha.. at least i can make people happy.. :)

tomorrow is the 14th blood donation drive at the church.. it means that i'm going to lose a packet of blood tomorrow.. :( but after that, i'm going to ADAM'S ROAD FOOD CENTRE'S PRAWN NOODLES!! haha.. i'm making someone jealous!! okay.. i'm also making myself hungry.. hungry hungry hungry.. :D




the song on the blog..
is specially for you..
hope you get the meaning..




please trouble me..
please be random..



Dear Diary..

today was a not really a busy day at the restaurant, nor a busy day.. i can say.. it's a all right day.. where there is customers coming in.. so still not bad.. time passes very fast..

went to eat at Hougang Mall Cafe Cartel.. ate like 2 person's portion down.. Seafood Pasta, BBQ Pork Ribs, and 2 cakes.. that's really a lot.. feel that i'm like a pig.. after eating, i felt like sleeping.. haha.. another habit of a pig.. haha..

actually, i eat so much, there is a reason..








DO NOT ASK ME TO DO WHATEVER SOMEONE HAS ASKED YOU TO DO...
because that person ASKED YOU, NOT ME!!!
and DO NOT USE THE WORDS "SUPPOSED TO"
because in kitchen, there is NO "SUPPOSED TO"!!!!









i'm very glad that you have started to play..
i'm very happy for you..
just promise me..
please take care of yourself during the season..
that's all i'm asking from you..



Dear Diary..

today was a special day.. because i was working in the Ministry of Finance building.. the place where the Prime Minister's office is at.. really.. and there was a lunch function held in one of the conference room.. so my colleague and i were instructed to do the dishes for them.. and one of them was the Minister of Finance.. so ya.. first time up there.. security was like freaking tight.. have to change pass to enter the building.. but it was a good experience.. nothing can go wrong with this kind of function.. everything has to be done nicely and with high standard..





i'm slowly feeling..
i'm kinda out of place in the kitchen..
because i can see that the people in there..
forming up small groups..
talking among themselves..
well..
i will try to talk to them..
i'm thinking positively that..
hope i can do it..
jia you!











i don't know i'm that sweet..
i don't know i'm cute when i'm high..
until you told me..
so interesting..
so amusing..
:)





I Swear
All-4-One

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
and I swear like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my part
Cause I stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

Chorus
And I swear by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the wall
And when (and when) just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
Cause as the time turns the page
My love won't age at all

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse (better or worse)
Till death do us part I'll love you
With every single beat of my heart
I swear I swear I swear



Dear Diary..

today went back to school for some Italian competition.. it's to cook what the chef demostrated in the morning.. to get as close of the taste, presentation, and the ingredients as possible.. i learnt a lot of cooking pasta, cooking italian rice and beef.. different sauces and vegetable.. really a lot of knowledge.. but i didn't get to the final, where there will be an interview tomorrow, to determine who will be going to Italy for training at their training school for a week.. and everything is being paid for.. it's not a bad chance.. but i don't have that chance.. but today have a nicer chance.. so ya.. the second chance is much more better..













after today..
i found out that i really miss you a lot..
your smile..
your laughter..
your presence..
your smell..
really..



Dear Diary..

today's work was like..... fast passing? it's like just a blink of the eye, and it's 2.30pm.. and TIME TO KNOCK OFF!!

did another station(another part of the main course).. cooking pasta and rice meals.. learnt how to cook a PROPER pasta dish.. it's really very simple.. i will cook for you one day.. and the fried rice.. most simple dish that is ever invented.. just cook everything simple - shredded chicken, small prawns, mixed vegetables, cooked rice, and seasonings.. and there you have it..

singing and dancing in the kitchen as usual.. it's like a habit in the kitchen.. because there isn't any music in the kitchen..













i'm turned off when you told me what _______ said..
pushing everything away..
being the good person..
if nothing was said, still not as bad..
but what's said, making everything worse...
just sick of the attitude..
never thought _____ will do this..
guess i was wrong..












i will be praying for you..



Dear Diary..

today was the last day of the afternoon shift at Charcoal.. but I DIDN'T GO FOR WORK! because i went to see a doctor.. got an MC and medicine.. YUCK!

went to HEARTS.SPORTS instead.. played 2 games today.. very tough and hiong.. i played almost the full 2 games.. until i'm feeling very weak.. no more energy.. plus the drowniness from the medicine.. just very worn out..

but i'm VERY HAPPY!! MVP!! MVP!! MVP!!

my 3-pointers are coming back, with your name on them!!

first game with Region C.. that game was all right.. 30 plus difference.. so ya..

second game, with Region D.. that game was REALLY tough! first half, my team was like leading 20 points.. but the start of second half, they chased back and took the lead.. so my team started to chase back.. to Region A-62, Region D-64.. then left 3 seconds and my team restarted the game.. so my captain was like passing the ball.. and he have this feeling that i was going to shoot a 3 pointer.. then he went like"NOOOO......" then i shot the ball.. it's either a win or lose situation.. but i saw the path of flight of the ball was like a bit off.. then i was like "oh no......" then something happened.. i heard a sound.. a very familiar sound.. the sound of the basketball going into the basket and the net.. "chooom...." followed by the sound of the whistle.. WE WON!!! Final Score: Region A-65, Region D-64!!!! WE WON!!! AND I SCORED THE LAST SHOT!! WHOA OH!! pastor was like"we are the dark horse again.."












i really hope you're okay..
because what happened is not a small thing..
i know it's painful..
can see from your eyes..
crying..
very worried for you..
though you said that you're okay..



Dear Diary..

this is BEAT BOX AT ITS BEST!!! WATCH THIS!!






Dear Diary..

today was really a nightmare to me.. at a period of time, the orders were like endless.. keep coming in.. and the main course list keep on adding and adding.. plate after plate.. and the heat is killing and burning me.. making headaches come and go.. until a point of time, i just want to sit down and rest.. and do nothing.. 60 over customers.. working until i blasted the person beside me.. or should i say.. the whole kitchen..

really feeling very worn out.. very very tired.. physically and mentally..


5 down..
1 more day to go..

















feeling very sad now..



Dear Diary..

i guess i'm having a really bad mood swing.. feeling very happy and high.. then suddenly, feeling very tired physicaly and mentally.. then happy again..

i think i better stay happy.. because i don't want to be emo again..



Dear Diary..


4 down..
2 more days to go..
for this torturing week!! :D

singing.. cooking.. preparing.. eating.. all in the kitchen today..

i think my singing is getting better and better each day... singing kitchen... haha.. :P








Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

I will love you until my dying day








i'm in your life novel..
i'm in your love story..





Come What May
Ewan McGregor/Nicole Kidman
Moulin Rouge

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place...

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day



Dear Diary..

today was also a boring day in the restaurant.. not much customers..
so usual.. talking among each other, joking around, singing, walking around and doing nothing.. :D

today somehow, i have picked up a skill.. a skill of cooking beef steaks with the correct doneness.. it's not easy, nor it is difficult.. just needed some practice and can get it.. thank God!! :D


somehow, having the feeling that i'm going to vomit.. but whenever i want to do that, the feeling is gone.. but after that, the feeling was back.. don't know what's wrong with me.. and also smelling like BBQ food, with all the grease and smell of smoke all over..





3 down..
3 more days to go..
to end this torturing week!!
JIA YOU!







my heart aches not seeing you..
the mind is playing tricks on me..
everything seems so dull..
so lifeless..



Dear Diary..

today was the second day of the torturing week.. i can say.. it's very boring doing afternoon shift.. haha.. it's like there isn't much things to do.. not much orders.. and i was like singing and dancing around the kitchen! haha.. and i also found out that i can cut the amount of fish that i need, get the amount of rice that i need as to the amount i need.. didn't really need a weighting machine.. haha.. not really proud about it.. but just a sense of achievement.. haha... :D

today was like so bored that i talked to the dishwashing auntie.. haha.. talked about school, and stuff.. and also.. she was the first person who guessed my age correctly.. haha..

i found out that i can make up jokes like from scratch.. and the jokes just come into my mind like instantly.. haha.. kinda lame.. but as you said, they are lame funny!! hope that they have make you happy and have cheered you up! :)







2 days down..
4 more torturing days to go..








but through these days..
i will make you happy..
cheer you up when you're sad or tired..
because..
i feel happy when i hear you laugh and smile..
warm my heart.. :)









my mind just keep thinking of you..
missing you loads..
wishing that i can see you now..
your face is always in my mind..
thinking that i'm cooking for you..
presenting you with the best.. :)



Dear Diary..

today.. the shift was only 4 hours! from 12 to 4.. though it was short, but it was a killer! haha.. for the first 2 hours, there was like 6 to 7 orders coming in like one shot.. and each order was like asking for 5 Rib-eye steaks, or 2, or 3.. then i was like "ARGH!!" haha.. rushing like a mad man, pan-sealing the beef.. and then put them into the oven.. i can say.. for that 2 hours, i have cooked like 17 steaks, 5 boneless chicken legs, and 7 salmon and seabass!! and that's a lot for 2 hours!! haha.. but i can say also.. i gained a lot of knowledge from pan-sealing the meats.. haha.. VERY FUN!!! haha..

have the feel of going for a swim tomorrow morning! since i have not swam like a week.. to keep myself fit and in shape.. for you.. :)



1 day down, 5 more days to go..
to get pass this torturing week..
to see you again.. :D



Dear Diary..

first week of my off month from ushering.. after a hectic month of December, it's nice to have a break to listen to God's word and to enjoy worshipping God.. it really feels good just to worship and to listen to God's word.. :) i really enjoyed it!! haha.. of course, with the seeing of you in front of me.. haha!!

tomorrow will be the first day of the week of afternoon shift.. that means no G12, no HOF and no heart.sports.. also.. no seeing you for the whole week until Sunday.. very sad..


the week will get over very fast.. haha.. :)
i will be missing you loads!!! :D





i hope my highness can really cheer you up..
make you happy and stuff..
especially during this period of time..



Dear Diary..

today was another fun day at the kitchen.. eating brownies like nobody's business.. haha.. and IT"S FREE!!! that's the best part.. busy because of an order of 21 persons.. have to get it out like in 3 mintues? haha.. rushing like a crazy ant, running for its life fromthe rain.. okay.. i don't know where it came from.. but anyway, laughing and singing in the kitchen again.. kitchen isn't that bad after all.. haha.. :)

today was also hearts.sports.. had basketball.. though my team lost like a 90 plus margin, i still happy about it.. because i can say, i play well than any other previous games.. shot 5 3-pointers, thinking of you at the same time, AND SCORED!! haha.. now you cannot say that i cannot score any 3-pointers that is for you.. haha.. :P
the first half was a mess.. because i wasn't focus.. but during the first half, had a time-out.. that was when i cooled down and and think properly.. and came the first 3-pointer.. and after that, second half, was a much better game, which i'm proud of..
don't know whether you saw the 3-pointers.. haha..

after so long, i haven't really been happy on a saturday.. but today.. very happy..






WHOA OH~! my crappyness is back!! that calls for a celebration! happy happy!!!

hope you want me to cheer you up..
make you smile..
:D



Dear Diary..

time to think positively!!
no more negative thinking!!
time to be mature about things!!
and get back my CRAPPYNESS!!
that's the most important!!


today in the kitchen.. it was okay.. not bad.. not too many customers.. so not much things to do.. most of the time was like playing around, making a fool of ourselves.. and i was like singing "That's how she knows" and almost start dancing... haha.. but most of all, it was FUN!! for so long did i have fun in the kitchen..



Dear Diary..

i'm starting to like my CHINESE name!! it sounds more NORMAL!!!! haha..





That's How She Knows
Enchanted OST

Giselle:
How does she know you love her?
How does she know she's yours?

Man:
How does she know that you love her?

Giselle:
How do you show her you love her?

Both:
How does she know that you really, really, truely love her?
How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really, really, truely love her?

Giselle:
It's not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her, or she'll be inclined to say...
"How do I know he loves me?"
(How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?)
"How do I know he's mine?"
(How does she know that you really, really, truely love her?)

Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is grey? Heyy!
He'll find a new way to show you, a little bit everyday
That's how you know, that's how you know!
He's your love...

Man:
You've got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader
Each day do something to need her
To believe you love her

Giselle:
Everybody wants to live happily ever after
Everybody wants to know their true love is true...
How do you know he loves you?
(How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you need her?)
How do you know he's yours?
(How does she know that you really, really, truely-)

Well does he take you out dancin' just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words in
Just for you? Ohhh!

All:
He'll find his own way to tell you
With the little things he'll do
That's how you know
That's how you know!

Giselle:
He's your love
He's your love...

That's how you know
(la la la la la la la la)
He loves you
(la la la la la la la la)
That's how you know
(la la la la la la la la)
It's true
(la la la la la)

Because he'll wear your favorite color
Just so he can match your eyes
Rent a private picnic
By the fires glow-oohh!

All:
His heart will be yours forever
Something everyday will show
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know!

Giselle:
He's your love...

Man:
That's how she knows that you love her
That's how you show her you love her

Giselle:
That's how you know...
That's how you know...
He's your love...





True Love KIss
Enchanted OST

Giselle: When you meet the someone who was meant for you
Before two can become one there is something we must do
Animal: Do you pull each others tails?
Animal: Do you feed each other seeds?
Giselle: No, there is something sweeter everybody needs
I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince I'm hoping comes with this
That's what brings everaftering so happy
And that's the reason we need lips so much
Four lips are the only things that touch
So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

Giselle: aaaaa aaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaa
Animals: aaaaa aaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaa

Animals: Shes been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince she's hoping comes with this
That's what brings everaftering so happy
And that's the reason we need lips so much
Four lips are the only things that touch

Giselle: So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

Edward: You're the fairest maid I've ever met
You were made...
Giselle: ...to finish your duet
Giselle and Edward: And in years to come we'll reminisce
Edward: How we came to love
Giselle: And grow and grow love
Everyone: Since first we knew love through true love's kiss



Dear Diary..

this few days.. feeling very vexed.. mixed feelings..

happy.. sad.. angry.. scared.. all mixed up..

feel like crying just now in the kitchen.. but once at home, started to cry.. non stop..

i don't know what's wrong with me!!!!!!!!
someone TELL ME!!!!!













i miss you like crazy..













i'm holding on to the only words you said that night..
not promise..
but only words..



Dear Diary..

yesterday was the first day of the new school term, which i have to go to the training restaurant Charcoal.. i can say.. the environment sucks! the whole kitchen is like freaking small.. wherever you go, you will sure to hit someone.. and their staff meals.. is like scape food.. not only the portion is little, there isn't any place for us to sit properly to eat.. and the break time is like 15 minutes only!! ARGH!

but the rest of it, which is only a bit, was okay..




HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE READING!!

i want to let the whole world know that.....
I LOVE GOD!!
and I LOVE YOU, ___ ___!