Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.


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Dear Diary..

last night was a very horrible night.. a series of really very bad dreams.. until to a point where i cannot even get sleep.. it's like whenever i fell asleep, a different bad dream just comes in instantly.. and i was like a walking zombie this morning at church.. didn't really talk a lot today.. but i tried to smile.. though i'm very tired.. and i think i made you smile too.. :)

after that, on my way home, i made a very big fool of myself.. my brain wasn't really functioning properly, and couldn't see properly.. and guess what? i took the wrong bus home!! haha.. i'm supposed to take 969 home.. but in the end, i took 858 all the way to the airport.. and alighted at T3.. got carrot cake for lunch.. and went home.. haha.. :)




Lord i pray right now for myself..
i know that i have a bad and quick temper..
i know that i have to grow up..
Lord..
i want to grow up..
and i thank you that you have sent someone to rebuke me..
you have sent ______..
Lord..
i want to change..
take away this bad temper of mine..
help me grow up..
somethings i cannot change...
somethings i cannot do..
but Lord i know..
i know that keep thinking about them..
thinking what i cannot do or change..
won't make things better..
so why think about them?
leave it to you, Lord..
take away all that..
all that burden..
all those thoughts..
really no point thinking about them..
when i can't even do anything about them..
so Lord..
make me a better person..
for me..
for her..
for everyone..
i thank you Lord..











today..
i feel that i may have irritated you..
maybe..
but i know that i'm high chances, wrong..
but somehow..
i just want to say..
i'm sorry..