moonlit

Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

wisher

Patrick Ethan Goh
wishing to be a teacher
loves to cooking
hates bacstabbers
hates being taken for granted
loves God
loves you
loves chocolates


whisper a wish




hijack a shooting star

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Friday, August 29, 2008

hey peeps!!

something to make your funny bones laugh!!

Muttons At Midnight! - What you missed : Justin & Vernon sing about what might happen to you if you forget a Valentine gift, decipher the meaning to the songs "Youre Beautiful" & "The Reason"... - Mediacorp Radio

this is a podcast from Mediacorp Radio 98.7 FM Muttons At Midnight.. super FUNNY!!

enjoy!!

(23:49)


Sunday, August 24, 2008

the past week was been a more relaxed week.. and that more time to rest.. and going home early everyday..

and also, in my mind for the past week has been thinking about quite a fair amount of things.. as what Pastor Dale has shared on last Friday in Hearts On Fire, when we stop thinking, we will not function well, and that Thinking is God given ability..

working in a F&B outlet, it seems fun and enjoyable when you look at the outside.. but when you are the one working, it is a totally different situation.. everybody smiling when looking at the outside, backstabbing and hatred on the inside.. oh ya.. the backstabbing and hatred that i was referring to is not those that was seen in the office.. it's worse..

i was confused that i suddenly thought of going back to the engineering line.. really.. i don't know what to do now..

last Friday, something happened to my family, that was very funny.. still remember that in the papers, they reported about the calls that strangers made to ask for ransome, saying that your child is being kidnapped or beaten up? yup.. as you might have guessed it, it happened to my mum.. but why i said it was very funny? because my mum didn't even believe in the first place.. and i thank God for His wisdom upon her.. the first words that the stranger speaked to my mum were already not the way that me and my brothers' way of speech!! haha.. both me and my mum were like laughing when we discussed it.. and the stranger who called was a kid!!

yesterday was Heart.Sports.. well.. we lost the match, without MUCH help from the grown ups.. so ya.. expected anyway.. but we gave them a good fight.. and we enjoyed it..

as for today, the weather is really bad, that it rained like the whole day.. plus i was like watching tv from like 12 in the afternoon to like close to 5.. oh ya.. by the way, i was working today.. so you can imagine how "nothing to do" i am on Sundays..


and i have decided to go Australia next year.. so..

Time to SAVE UP for the TRIP!!
i shall end end here..
tata~~

(19:49)


Saturday, August 23, 2008

This is Me
Camp Rock OST
Demi Lovato & Joe Jonas

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me



Desert Song
Hillsong

Verse 1:
This is my prayer in the desert
And all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is a God who provides

Verse 2:
And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

Chorus:
And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain
I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

Verse 3:
And this is my prayer in the battle
And triumph is still on it's way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

Bridge:
All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

Verse 4:
This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be empited again
The seed I've recieved I will sow

(00:23)


Saturday, August 16, 2008

i feel very terrible..
why is all this happening again?
i feel so lonely and sad..
stressed up and tired..
very tired..
Lord.. where are you?
i need your strength..
your wisdom to go through all these..
Lord.. where are you..
Lord.. where are you.......

(23:34)





hi people!! time to do some blogging..

oh ya.. that video was from the National Day Parade itself.. took it "Live" from the side of the river..


for the past few days, it has been really a down and hectic week for me.. given the fact that my last off day was last week Tuesday.. and today is my off day.. a gap of 11 days.. plus a lot of functions and events to prepare, making my speed of preaparation increase, and tire myself in the process.. super tired.. and battling myself whether to go for the basketball match today..

i don't know why when people have high status, they tend to THROW their authority around.. like they are the KINGS and critcise people whenever and anyway they like.. because it happened to me.. it's like a very long story.. but to cut it short, it's something that i didn't even do, plus i have a witness.. but that person just blamed me for that.. and when the truth is ALL OUT, and it's really not my fault, NOT a word of sorry was heard.. oh ya.. that incident happened in the kitchen.. so ya..


and Michael Phelps just won his 7th GOLD medal!! with a difference of 1 SECOND from the next person, who was the previous Olympics Record Holder! and his timing is the New Olympics Record!! 7 down, 1 more to go!!


time to go think whether to go or not..


tata!!


(10:25)


Thursday, August 07, 2008

Hi people!!



blog a little bit..



for the past 2 days has been a very mad working experience for me.. because tomorro there is a function event for 250 people.. so we have to prepare food for them.. so before even cooking, we have to cut meat and do the nesssary stuff first.. but it seems like doing that has already tire us down.. just imagine.. making chicken cutlet for 250 people.. making chicken cutlet is using chicken leg and coat it with flour, eggs and breadcrumbs.. so it's not easy.. but thank God that all was done finished.. *phew*





oh ya.. Saturday is National Day.. so an early greeting to all..



HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!



to know that on Saturyday, there will be a lot of boats going out to sea, it means more work for me.. because the club that i'm working at provides loan of yachts.. so they can enjoy the fireworks.. so Sentosa can see FIREWORKS!!



looking through my photos, i came across the photos that i took in New Zealand during my army time..



Allen, Jason, Me.. the 2 guys on my left are my bunkmates and section members. 2 of them are also my good buddies too.. there should be another one..but he was staying in Singapore at that time..




these are the group of guys that when they first came into my camp, they were just recruits just passed out from BMT.. i was their course Sergeant.. except the guy on the bottom left of the picture, wearing white.. He was my signaller.. all of them have completed their 2 years of NS last June..


this guy on the right is my good buddy during our trainee days.. he is a very quiet person and a person that cherise friendships.. really takes good careof me when i'm sick during that time..

today, as i was working, i was thinking something, not really focusing on the chores that i'm supposed to do.. this question came into my mind..

Why Do I Want To Leave Singapore After The Attachment??

i'm like asking myself that, and searching for answers in my heart.. part of me said that is to find and experience new working environment.. i find that working in Singapore is too hectic and really rushing to meet the time, and sometimes, forgoing the quality.. that's not very right, because customers pay every cents to get the top quality.. and also.. peole in Singapore are very selfish, thinking all about themselves.. really don't want to work like this..

another part of me is saying that... hmmm.. just to get out of here..

but the 3rd part is saying that i should stay in Singapore.. everybody are in Singapore.. even Joyce, my "daughter", keep asking me to stay in Singapore and not to go overseas to work..

so i'm very confused with all that..


think it's time for me to sleep.. long day tomorrow.. with prayer meeting in the evening..

Tata~
Take care!!





And yet,
to say the truth,
reason and love
keep little company together nowadays..
-William Shakespears,
A Midsummer Night's Dream

(22:00)


Tuesday, August 05, 2008

hey PEEPS!!!

time to blog..

the past few days at work, they were the most maddening days.. stocks and meats piling and being delivered like free.. so much so much.. they can like feed a family of 5 for like 3 months~!! on the 1st of August only, 1 month for a family of 5!! just imagine how much is it.. gosh!!
and also for the past few days, i have been very very tired.. to a point that i really don't feel like doing anything except sleeping and laying in bed for the whole day.. especially after the game of basketball on Saturday, which i will get to that later, for Sunday and Monday, really just sleep and not go to work.. maybe i wasn't that fit as last time.. "i'm getting old.."

as for the basketball match on Saturday, Region A lost to Region D 72-40.. to me, the score was quite bad.. but given the fact that i had 6 under-14 kids, it's a very good result.. one of the outreach kids told me that he was sad that we lost.. for that moment, i was speechless and felt the sadness in him.. haiz.. :(

oh ya.. got the NEW book of the Twilight Series, Breaking Dawn on Monday from Midori!! because she went to collect the books that she had pre-ordered before.. so ya.. so excited!! finished the first 3 chapters already!! quite nice!! and it's thick.. -.-'''

Breaking Dawn!! 4th book of the Twilight series

think it's time to sleep..
have to work tomorrow..






TaTa~





when you loved the one who was killing you,
it left you no options.
how could you run,
how could you fight,
when doing so would hurt that beloved love?
if your life was all you had to give your beloved,
how could you not give it?
if it was someone you truely loved?

-Isabelle Swan, Breaking Dawn

(23:04)