moonlit

Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

wisher

Patrick Ethan Goh
wishing to be a teacher
loves to cooking
hates bacstabbers
hates being taken for granted
loves God
loves you
loves chocolates


whisper a wish




hijack a shooting star

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Monday, November 24, 2008

hello people!!

this week for me, will be a more busy week.. given the fact that i have went back to my previous department for a week.. as my previous chef is taking his annual leave, he has requested me to go back and help out for him.. taking care of everything during the period that he's away.. and ya.. suppliers and paperwork.. but the good side is that.. I GOT MY FIRST SUNDAY OFF FOR THIS WEEK!! haha.. it's kinda rare to get an Sunday off.. so ya..

i also heard from others that is working there.. my previous normally don't request people from other departments to be taking care of his department.. so i'm kinda honoured that i was asked to take care of it for him.. pray that i don't mess it up..

and today was the FIRST time thati finished work at 4pm!! haha.. well.. nothing to do and my chef rquested for me to go home early.. so GO HOME LOR!!

today was also the first time i tried using ANKLE GUARD.. because of doctor requested me to use.. to aid healing of the ankle.. but the problem is that, it just numb my WHOLE FEET!! and it's super uncomfortable... and pain!!
and i think that my ankle is BROKEN.. I THINK ONLY!!! haha!! because so long and my ankle hasn't recovered.. so ya..

kinda do something forbidden just now.. playing basketball with an sprained and "maybe BROKEN" ankle.. but that's after quarrelling with my brother.. STUPID!!

though i felt pain during the games, but that makes me play hard.. the more pain it is, the hard i ran and play.. kinda SICK IN THE HEAD!! but it was fun..



guess i will stop here..

tata!!

(20:57)


Friday, November 21, 2008

good morning people.. it's 12.16 in the morning of 21/11/2008

just to make a short entry of Thursday..

it was my off day.. so no work.. as for the the beginning of the week, there was nothing much to write about because nothing special happen.. just work and lazing around in the resaurant.. really bad business..

woke up kinda early for a off day.. started with wash-up(of course!!), then reading the bible.. and then gaming for like 4 hours.. oh ya.. i woke up at 6.45 AM.. very crazy i know..

then in the afternoon, went to Yishun for a doctor review for my ankle.. to update all of you about my ankle: my ankle is now slightly swollen(thank God), but patches of blue black has formed at the ankle area and near the base of the feet.. the whole stretch.. continue to pray for me.. that my ankle will recover fast.. and thank you for all the concern that all of you have given to me.. i'm very grateful.. thank you so so much..

after the review, went to my Yi Ma's place at Jurong East(it's far, but i love travelling).. it's been a long time since i stepped into her house.. tell you all a story later.. then played with my niece and nephew until to the point that he wanted to go home with me.. haha.. oh ya.. my niece's name is Xin Xin, my nephew's name is Bian Bian(very easy to remember).. then had my dinner at her place.. really long time..

here's the story.. my Yi Ma's place was like my second home to me when i was like really younger, because i was living near her place(yes.. i used to live in Jurong) and that my parents were working.. so every morning, i would be put into her care.. and because i was like so accustomed to staying with her, i didn't even want to go home every night, to a point that i would cry non stop... so you can say that i'm very close to my Yi Ma and her family..


for today, i have been thinking....
why do i have to be troubled with all the problems in life?
why do i have to face the burdens alone?
when i have God..
so from now on..
i don't really care whether how people think and see..
don't really care whether any people care..
as long as it's right..
in God's sight..
and something that is right..
doesn't matter whether some treated me as friend..
i'm very grateful for the few friends that i have..
life still goes on..
and i will be smiling..
no more frowning..
but just SMILE!!
(thank you, Shawn, for your words)



when you can live forever,
what do you live for?
i will live for God..
and will fight for the existence of the people i love..
(just a random observation)
what a moonless night..
i miss it..

(00:16)


Sunday, November 16, 2008

BOO!!!

didn't go to work today.. because of my SWOLLEN ankle.. so took MC.. and went to the chinese physician.. shall talk about the experience...

that place was kinda freaky with lots of medicine bottles around on the shelves.. with the smell of chinese herbs.. STINK!! then when it's my turn, i was like kinda scared that the doctor will like twist and turn my ankle.. but to my surprise, the doctor did not twist and turn my ankle, instead, just massage and then put a bit.. and the doctor is a female doctor!! so ya.. gentle.... haha!! but well.. it's still feeling pain.. but better now..

rested for the whole afternoon.. but still tired..

nothing much happened after that..

shall end here..



bye bye!!




oh ya.. i have bought my last book of my collection - Ecilpse!! so SERIES COMPLETED!!

(21:16)


Saturday, November 15, 2008

hey people..

i'm super SICK, super SICK!! as in my health... and now, even after the whole day, i'm still sick and WEAK!! don't know what's wrong with me..


i'm like super tired.. because i slept at like 1 plus, after working afternoon shift until 11pm.. and reaching home at 12.30am.. then in the middle of the night, i was like having NIGHTMARES!! YES!! NIGHTMARES!! and what are they about? promise not to laugh.. they were about making salads!! orders and orders of salads!! until i'm very scared!! keep waking up and then fell asleep and then woke up, having the same nightmare again.. haiz.. i thought i asked you not to laugh.... :'(


then i went to my Big Brother's housewarming.. didn't get any picture because i was like busy playing with his son.. he is SO CUTE!! he's only like a year plus.. and super adorable!!


went to outreach after that.. it was okay.. then played basketball... and then guess what?? I GOT A SPRAIN AT THE ANKLE!! AGAIN!!! this time, the pain was like really killing, until at that point of time, i was going to cry... but i just bear the pain and.. ya.. walked home...



i'm so going to visit my Yi Ma, who is my Big Brother's mum.. looks like we have a lot to talk about ever since we last talked..




hope that my ankle will feel better tomorrow, plus my sickness.. haiz...


will end here..

tata!!




oh ya.. i made a bookmark from the presents that 2 groups of people gave me.. they know who they are...



(21:09)


Wednesday, November 12, 2008

hey...
time to blog..

usually tomorrow will be my OFF day.. but beause i have to attend a house warming of my "Big" brother, so i changed it to Saturday.. and that's why i'm trying to make this entry short..

at work:
working nowadays, is boring.. given the fact that the economic is so bad, we hardly have ny business.. but nonetheless, i have learnt a number of salads and also, how to cook fried rice in a wok..

Prawn Salad

Ham in Roll



Caprise Salad(Sliced Tomato and Mozzarella)


Antipasto Salad(Grilled vegetables)





Alaska King Crab Salad








tomorrow i will be buying the last book that i'm short from the Twilight Series!! and it's going to be a complete series!!


and i feel that i'm becoming more and more less-tolerant to sunlight.. not the heat.. but the sunlight.. and more and more liking moonlight.. okay.. i sound SUPER WIERD and FREAKY~!



and i'm so going to MISS the Region C event on Friday.. because i have to work like in the afternoon.. 3pm - 11pm... sad.. :'(

anyway, All the Best, Region C!



think i'm going to end here..

good nights!!



















what are friends?
what are friends for?
what do friends mean to you?
tell me..
someone tell me~!



can i have some peace and quiet?
i neeed my REST!!
i have been tolerated all the quarreling
for a long time..
and i cannot take it anymore!
throwing things around..
think it's fun??


i hate this family......

(23:13)



Scream
Zac Efron
High School Musical 3 Senior Year

Scream - Zac Efron

The day your door is closed,
The echo's fill your soul.
They won't say which way to go,
Just trust your heart.

To find what you're here for,
Open another door.
But I'm not sure anymore.
It's just so hard.

The voices in my head,
Tell me they know best!
Got me on the edge,
They're pushin', pushin',
They're pushin'

I know they got a plan,
But the balls in my hands!
This time it's man-to-man,
I'm drivin', fightin', it's time too.

Whole worlds upside down,
It's spinin' faster
What do I do now? without you!

{Chorus:}
I don't know, where to go, what's the right team?
I want my own thing. So bad I'm gonna Scream!
I can't choose, so confused! What's it all mean?
I want my own dream. So bad I'm gonna Scream!
[Scream Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]
I'm kickin' down the walls.
I gotta make 'em fall!
Just break through them all!
I'm pushin', crashin', I'm gonna
Fight to find myself,
Me and no one else!
Which way I get down, I'm searchin',
Searchin', can't find a
Road that I should take,
I should, tomorrow left us!
It'slike nothing works without you!

{Chorus:}
I don't know, where to go, what's the right team?
I want my own thing. So bad I'm gonna Scream!
I can't choose, so confused! What's it all mean?
I want my own dream. So bad I'm gonna Scream!

Yeah the clocks, running down,
hear the crowd gettin' loud!
I'm consumed by the sound!
Is it hurt? Is it love?
Can the music ever be enough?
Gotta work it out, gotta work it out!
You can do it, you can do it!

{Chorus:}
I don't know, where to go, what's the right team?
I want my own thing. So bad I'm gonna Scream!
I can't choose, so confused! What's it all mean?
I want my own dream. So bad I'm gonna Scream!

I don't know, where to go, what's the right team?
I want my own thing. I want my own thing!
I can't choose, so confused! What's it all mean?
I want my own dream. So bad I'm gonna Scream!
All Right
~Ahhhhh!~







that's how i feel these days...
confused..
don't know where to go..
can someone tell me??

(22:44)


Saturday, November 08, 2008

hello....

to continue from last Thursday...

in the end.. i did changed my mind of rotting at Changi Airport.. because Shawn has asked me to go play soccer.. so ya.. time for some exercise.. and during playing soccer, a random thought came in.. Swimming!! so went swimming after soccer at Shawn's place, with Shawn(of course), Luke and Joshua.. until like 9 plus.. the funny thing was that we talked about a lot of things.. haha..

P.S. to Shawn: you better keep everything to yourself..

then on Friday, didn't really have much business in the restaurant.. business was really bad.. and after that went to church for service.. the message was cool!! finding a Zacchaeus in life.. encouraging and helping..

and after the service was a drama.. during the service, Sarah, my friend, texted me, asking me to lend her my SUPER DUPER BIG haversack.. and guess what? I HAD IT WITH ME because i was like using it yesterday.. so after service i somehow rushed to Yew Tee to pass her the bag.. and then went back to Tampines to join Virnice, Jasmine and Michelle Gan for supper..

so Sarah.. if you're reading this, you should THANK GOD that i obeyed God to bring the bag.. because the bag is like super big for me to bring it to work with nothing much in it.. and i was like thinking why God asked me to bring such a big bag..

hmmm..
think i'm going to stop here..

tata!!

i have been thinking..
what if i disappear?
what will happen?
will things be the same as before?
or everything will change?

(21:00)


Thursday, November 06, 2008

hey people..

today is my OFF day.. and guess where am i now?

haha.. i'm in like Changi Airport T3, having breakfast at Macs.. kinda ordered like $10 worth of food and drinks.. haha!! Big eater..

and i think T3 Macs will be my favourite hangout place for the time being..

it's like super bored having a OFF day on a weekday, when everybody that you know are like working and having school, or.. sleeping late, and busy with their own stuff.. hmmm.. to think of it, only last week's OFF days are spent with people.. other than that, all of them are spent alone.. BORING!!

hmmm.. plans for today?? actually, i never think of it.. rotting at Airport with my PSP, New Moon, Newspaper and laptop?? and until my laptop runs out of battery?? haha!! think that's the plan for now.. unless i can find something to do and change my mind.. haha!!




i shall end for now..
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oh ya.. a group of kids (and i really mean kids) just came into Macs and made the whole place from a quiet "library" to a noisy "market" haha!! and it was fun to hear them talk!! KIDS TALK!!


bye for NOW!!

(10:17)


Wednesday, November 05, 2008

hey people!!

time to blog..


first and foremost.. Congrats to Barack Obama to becoming the Elected President of the United States and also.. the First Black President of the United States!


hmmm.. i don't know why i wrote about the elections.. haha!! just for your information..



today was super boring at work.. or should i say.. it's been 3 days of BOREDOM at work.. because business was so sO SO bad that we hardly have guests and customers coming in for lunch.. so nothing much to do during lunch time.. so i was like watching TV that is in the restaurant (showing CNN, the US Election) most of the time.. and it's like CNN was like showing the US Election for the whole day.. and for the poor reporters who are reporting live, they were like still up at 2.35AM(in US)!! GOSH!! hope that they have an off day or something after all those reports..


tomorrow will be my OFF day again.. another day of Nothing-To-Do-Ness.. haiz.. thinking of going to Airport to eat breakfast.. then stay there until i rot.. haha!!


another salad that i made...



Ceasar Salad! i made it!! :D








got to go now~

tatA!!

(23:04)


Monday, November 03, 2008

hey peeps..
today's entry will be photos..
Last G12 for Tao Liang:


too much FOOD!!!


Specially Made and Bought for Tao Liang


Work:


Salad for the Menu

Post Birthday Ice Cream Feast:
At Island Creamery with Sarah!
random picture on the bridge using timer

Being dao!


Being Shy!

Being Random!


Posing in Front of Christmas tree


Super Dark picture.......

Promoting Oranges and FREE FUEL!!

being Sporty!

Acting CUTE!!

Bored... Just KIDDING!!

It's like catching lightning

The chances of finding someone like you

It's one in a million

The chances of feeling the way we do

And with every step together

We just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)

Can I have this dance


(21:11)


Saturday, November 01, 2008

Hey people!!


time to blog again for today!!


let's start from Thursday..

"Happy Birthday" to me! 30/10 was my birthday.. and it was also the death anniversary of my grandmother.. so people, that's why i cancelled the dinner.. but i'm very glad and happy for the wishes that all of you have sent to me!! THANK YOU!! YOU GUYS AND LADIES ROCKS!!


went to have lunch with Joyce and Eleanor.. and that we went for a movie.. High School Musical 3 : Senior Year!! the movie was nice.. just some parts were very 'not link'.. and a lot of songs.. but the songs are VERY NICE!! especially "Can I Have This Dance"..



Can I Have This Dance



then today:

went for heart.sports.. after so long not playing basketball, i find it very difficult to shoot and even do a lay up.. but Thank and Praise God that He helped me to get it all back! :D this time, Region A didn't really lose badly.. WE GOT THIRD FOR BASKETBALL!!


then after that, went to eat at Adam's Road Food Centre.. and of course, not missing the Famous Prawn Noodles! Super Nice!! sorry.. no picture of that because too hungry to take any..

after that, met my friend for ICE CREAM!! at island creamery,which is just opposite the Adam's Road Food Centre.. we stayed there for quite a while, eating ice creams and talking.. and of course, not missing the CRAPPING and TAKING OF PICTURES!! we took like practically everything that we see and everywhere.. haha.. and like a lot of pictures!! will post them up once i got my hand on them..


i think i owe you guys a lot of photos.. just be patient.. haha!! :D


and for next week:

i will be making a lot of salads!! GREEN!!!


i just want to say to the people who gives me presents:


to Auntie Candy: Thank you for your Love Offering! it just came at the right time! Thank you! may God bless you!!


to Joyce and Eleanor: Thank you for the lunch and the movie! and also for the friendship that we had.. and your time.. crapping with me.. haha!! and YOUR CHOCOLATES!! i don't have the feeling to eat them.. can i keep them?? HAHA!!


to my friend, Sarah: Thank you for your company and your presents! they are very nice and CUTE!! crapping with you was seriously SUPER FUN!! can just take TONS OF PICTURES TOGETHER!! haha!! and remember to send me the photos!!

shall stop here!!
will post the photos up as soon as possible..
tata!

(23:38)



hey people!!

there will a series of posts today!!
and this will be the first post of the day!

All the Twilight Trailers!!

Trailer #1



Trailer #2



Trailer #3



The move will start in another month's time!
Remember 18 Dec! and it's comfirmed!!

- End of First Post -

(09:36)