Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.


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Flightless Bird, American Mouth
Iron & Wine
Twilight OST

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down

Labels: Twilight OST

last Friday went to watch Twilight.. the movie is SUPER NICE!! where everybody was like wah-ing at Robert Pattinson aka Edward Cullen, i was like wah-ing at Alice Cullen aka Ashley Greene~! she's SO SUPER CUTE~~!! CUTIE!!




last Saturday went to get some material for Christmas presents.. but i'm short of one factor - time.. because starting from today, i have a really crazy schedule.. working 12 hours each day until Thursday, reaching home at 12 plus each night, missing G12 Christmas celebration.. kinda sucky but still have to go through it and fight the boredom that is being created at the restaurant..

On Sunday, i found out something REALLY INTERESTING from one of my fellow ushers about ladies.. haha!

today was really a BORING and TIRING day!! the whole day craving meat for guests.. not that it's boring to cut up meats, but it's the fact that there isn't much guests coming in.. as usual.. and i have to wear a santa hat!! it's kinda cute and furry!! haha!!


haha.. this is really a short entry.. because eyes are closing.. haha!!

good night!



i'm here to introduce 2 songs that i like.. that are nice to me..

the first song: Emergency
by: Paramore




Emergency - Paramore

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on.

This is an emergency
So are you listening?

And I can't pretend that I don't see this

It's really not your fault
That no one cares to talk about it,
Talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
(When it deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive

So you give up every chance you get
Just to feel new again

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

And you do your best to show me love,
but you don't know what love is.

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

Well I can't pretend that I don't see this

It's really not your fault
That no one cares to talk about it,
Talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
(When it deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive

These scars, they will not fade away.

No one cares to talk about it, talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
(When it deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive

this song is really nice, especially the first part where the lead singer plays the piano piece!

the second song: Pressure
by: Paramore




Pressure - Paramore

Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again

Cause I fear I might break
and I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lie awake feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Now that I'm losing hope
And there's nothing else to show
For all of the days that we spent
Carried away from home

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Without you

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
You're better off without me

this 2 songs are "Live" from their concert.. that's why you can hear people screaming! AAAAAHHHHHHHH~~~!!!!

yesterday went to Bugis to find clothes for the HEROES event in church.. it's so hard to find the correct clothes and ideas are already running out in selecting the attire.. but before that, i went to Phine's Steakhouse that Sarah has recommended.. the portion was all right.. but the problem was that they gave me the wrong doneness fo the steak.. as i asked for medium, they gave me slightly off the medium, close to medium rare.. but other than that, the rest was okay!

today's message is to find a Lydia and Lazarus - rich and poor
you can be a generous giver.. and at the same time, be a gracious receiver..

next week will be a really really heratic week for me.. because i will be working like first 4 days of the week with OT, from 11am - 11pm.. and it's every day dring the 4 days.. tiring...



to LiveLoveLaugh:
it's not making the blog nosiy.. felt at times that whenever i need you all to be around, none of you is there.. not even a word of concern.. that's why i feel sometimes, very restless, and reluctant to answer.. thinking that asking out of duty..



Time to sleep!!
good night!!





i finally found you, my moon..
where have you been to?
finally back to your sky..










my thought for today:
people only talk to me when they needed me..
some really concerned..
some.. just needed me to do things..




an advice:
don't take me for granted..
i may just disappear..





loneliness

Pastor Geoff was the speaker for Sunday service.. and the message was really really good!! Seasons!
Here are the pointers:
1. No season lasts forever
2. The change of season is not a sign you are good or bad
3. Don't let the season you are in define you
4. Most seasons are followed by opposites
5. Build consistency regardless of the seasons
6. Learn from whatever seasons you are in
7. Prepare for the next season
8. Keep the right season in your heart regardless of the season out there
9. God is at work in every season

after the service was again.. RUSHING TO WORK!! and it was such a boring night to work.. no much customers coming in.. so talking and playing in the kitchen..

and today after work, went to watch BOLT, a cartoon.. the dog was CUTE!! should catch it if you like cartoon..

guess it's time to sleep..

good night!

for the past few days of this week, it was already very tiring.. having afternoon shifts for the first 4 days of the week is already very torturing.. plus the effect of 'Bad Business', which means not much work to do except talking, playing music, and doing nothing in the kitchen.. and the time passed like ant clawing, super duper SLOW!! from 3pm to 11pm, it was really torturing..

i just want to thank God that He has opened doors for me to attend church services each week, be it Wednesday G12, Friday Hearts On Fire, or Sunday Service.. just for this week, i'm supposed to be scheduled to have my Off day on Tuesday, which means that i would be missing the Konquerors Conference in church for both days.. but somehow, by God's grace, they changed the schedule and changed my Off day to Friday! and that means that i only missed one day! and as for next week, i'm able to attend Wednesday's G12 due to last minute changes to my schedule, from afternoon shift to morning shift on Wednesday! and an Off day on Friday! how COOL is GOD!! :D

yesterday was the last day of the Konquerors Conference.. the speaker, Pastor Geoff (if i spelled correctly) is really FUNNY!! he can be a very good singer and actor! and his message was really interesting with his acting and singing! and the message was about facing and taking out your giants.. taking them out one by one.. very POWERFUL!!

then before the service, went to find costume at Bugis.. but all i see in the rental store wasn't what i expected.. they didn't really have a wide variety of costumes.. so kinda wasted trip..

and ya.. last night, had a very FUNNY and SWEET dream! didn't expect the content of the dream.. haha!!

and...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KYLE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

welcome to the '2' club!! hope you enjoyed your celebration with your family!! :D


i shall stop here!!
tata!!




when you think everything is back to normal..
actually,
it has never change..
from the bad side..

those are a few people that i work with..

then yesterday, went to church, MY OFF DAY!! the message was really good!! Choose God, and you Choose Life!! NICE!! after that, went to Bugis to do some costume research.. and when i got out of the MRT station, the sky was threating!! grey, going to rain.. just thank God that i reached to the shop before it rains, but.....

THE SHOP IS CLOSED!!!

so i don't want to stay there too long.. started to walk fast back to the MRT station.. but halfway, it started to pour like heavy.. haiz.. so no choice, run in the rain.. drenched... then went to Hougang to play soccer with Shawn, Joshua, Gabriel and Shawn's neighbours.. super fun, since i have not been running ever since my last IPPT... haha!! then went to eat at Cartel.. not that cheap and portion wise......... SMALL!!!!




got to know something from my friend about some promise that she has to keep.. SUPER UNREASONABLE!! from that person that set that promise.. and i don't blame my friend.. so i hope she will be fine..


JIA YOU FR YOUR INTERVIEW, MIDORI!!!


oh ya.. the music that is playing on the background is the NEW piano piece from Twilight.. Bella' lullaby.. not as good as the previous one.. but still nice!! enjoy!!


shall end here!!
time for BREAKFAST!!!