Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.


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just came back from Hearts On Fire Special event - Sweet November.. as the name has say, everything is sweet.. and for the food category, there were 4 sections - Best Local Drink, Best Fusion Desert, Best Asian Desert, and Best Cake.. and guess what? all regions have won each of the categories.. so there wasn't any region winning too much..

Best Cake - Region A

Best Asian Desert - Region B

Best Fusion Desert - Region C

and i managed to complete my mission today! can't wait to open the next letter to see what mission is install for me!

Region A :

Best Cake - Blueberry L'opera Cheesecake

Region B:(sorry for the only picture.. they have no names for the deserts..)

Table set for the judges

Region C:

Cake - Heaveny Chocolate Gatteau
it's just chocolate cake

Asian Desert - Irresistable Bubor Cha Cha
it's normal bubur Cha Cha that you can buy outside

Best Fusion Desert - Delectable Bread Pudding
it's bread layed with custard

Local Drink - Milo Volcanic Eruption
it's ice Milo ttopped with extra Milo powder

Region D:

Cake - Chocolate Delights
it's a chocolate cake

Asian Desert - Cheng Tng

normal Cheng Tng

Fusion Desert - Baked Chocolate Banana
it's banana being baked to have the brown colour, topped with chocolate sauce

Best Local Drink - Morning Kiss
it's syrup with Pomelo in it.. tasted more of sour and bitter instead of sweet, because of the Pomelo

oh.. did i said that i have no lesson.. or should i say.. i have no class the next Monday and Thursday, because no more practical lessons! Whoa~!

Dear Diary..

today was a very very short school day for me.. because all the lessons are either cut short, brought forward or cancelled.. so it's like 2 hours of school only.. where normal Tuesdays are like until 3 plus..

this coming Thursday, will be the final practical test for this school term.. mystery basket.. it will be like a table full of ingredients being laid out on the table.. and i have to create out a soup or appetizer, a main course.. and using 3 hours to do everything.. so pray for me..









i don't know how am i going to do the test..
with my encouragement flying off..
haiz..













you haven't go off..
but i have miss you a lot already..
i don't know whether i can be happy like when you're around..
just like how Edward misses Bella..












maybe i'm dangerous..
just like Edward Cullen..



Dear Diary..

went to train a bit for basketball on Saturday.. after 2 months of rest from it.. and i found out that it's difficult to get back to it.. because my stamina and shooting skills has all dropped a lot.. just by doing 4 to 5 simple lay-ups, i started to pant.. plus my shooting really off and sucks.. guess i have to train a bit hard for next Saturday's game..

i also found out the reason why did i continue playing basketball.. firstly, it's because i like the sport despite of the physical contact and all.. seeing the ball going into the basketball with the whistling sound from the net.. it's just encourage you to score and shoot more.. this reason is not so much..

secondly, it's because of God.. because i feel that God wants me to use this sport to reach out to other poeple to bring them to church.. somehow..

thirdly, it's because of you.. feeling nice and encouraged whenever you watch the matches that i played in.. i want to play the best for you.. scoring hoops for you..

yesterday i made Nutella Cupcakes.. it's quite easy to make.. and you know what? IT TASTES VERY NICE AND SMELLS WONDERFUL!





message to the team:
Jia you on the Perth trip! use the trip to strengthen the bond between each other. and most importantly, ENJOY YOURSELF!



Dear Diary..

today in church, they showed the movie "The Utimate Gift".. almost fell asleep though it's a very nice movie.. and the amazing thing is that i sat alone, watching it.. first time experience alone watching movie.. not a very nice experience.. but that's the feeling that i had before the service starts.. ALONE..

sometimes, being alone isn't that bad.. it makes you think about things that you never think of.. see what you normally don't see when you're with people.. hear what normally you don't hear.. you're just invisible to people.. going around, doing stuff alone, without people notice..

nowadays, i feel more and more can't-be-bothered-about-my-class, more feeling numb about them.. it's like they like to do things that make others suffer.. just like playing with flour in the pastry kitchen and stuff.. i don't mind joining them and play with them, there is so many time i wanted to play too.. but i have a responsbility to hold, that is to control the class.. i'm all right that the class play with flour and dough.. but the problem is.. after they play, no one wants to clean up.. and the one that suffers is me, and a few guys.. it's like not fair at all.. losing my place in the class.. as a class rep.. as a fellow student.. as a fellow classmate..

yesterday went to island creamery.. the ice cream there are NICE! and then LX exclaim something: "why should banana split called banana split? it should be banana SEPERATE!" all of us laughed our hearts out last night.. really enjoyed my time being high and stuff..










as the day appoarches,
i'm become more of missing you..
day by day..
plus already having the missing you feeling..
it's increasing..
a lot..
day by day..



Dear Diary..

yesterday.. had a demo on making bread.. those kind with hot dog in between.. and i must say.. i thank God that i wasn't a baker.. BECAUSE just to make a bread, it takes you about 1 hour to before you can fill it with the ingredients.. and then before baking, another don't know how long before can bake, to let it rise to twice the normal size.. so it was like waiting and waiting and waiting.. until the whole lesson was so boring that you can practically sleep through the whole lesson without the lecturer bothering you.. because the lecturer was also very bored..

oh ya.. in my level, we have 2 classes of Culinary.. mine is B class.. then in the A class, there is a transveritse(if that's the right spelling).. and "shim" was like just standing out my class.. so i was like walking up the stairs with another classmate.. and he commented: "shim looks HOT!" i was like STUNNED! i laughed it out loud.. and i like told almost the whole class about it.. but seriously, "shim" was like trying to cover up "herself", to make "herself" more feminine.. with the make up super thick! Whoa!*vomiting*



Dear Diary..

today made lagsana.. but too bad.. the pasta layers in between were not really soft.. but it's still taste GOOD!

i feel that i have to change my mood.. because people.. and i mean a lot of people.. said that i have been emo for too long.. so now.. i have to make a stand! I WANT TO CHANGE!












you are the very first thought in the morning..
and my last at nightfall..



Dear Diary..

i finally read finish Eragon.. the rider and the dragon.. the story was nice.. had a happy ending.. really wish i had a dragon and that i could fly like Eragon, into the sky in the night.. so near to the bright shining stars..

the words came from the Eragon:

"Find peace in where and what you are. People often know what must be done. All you neec to do is show them the way."

think about it..



Dear Diary..

i just de-privatise my blog.. hope i don't get any spam..



Dear Diary..

today slept until 10.. first time on a Saturday that i slept till so late.. normally i would just wake up at 8 plus 9.. stupid right? i agree..

went to Paris Ris today.. White Sands is seriously boring.. Freaking Boring! nowhere to go..

went to the library to borrow a book.. don't know when will i finish it.. hope i can even finish it..

then after that, i went to the park for a walk.. sat down on a big rock.. and the next time.. i felt that there is an ant up my ass.. because i felt it biting on me.. so i started to kill it from the outside.. and the action was like super wrong lah.. thank God no one saw that..



Dear Diary..

just now made cookies.. to meet my 100 pieces cookies project..

i think my blog is so dead lah.. no tag.. low in visitor rate..

should i close it down?
please let me know..
thanks..


Current status:
37/100 pieces of cookies













i'm glad to hear that everything is slowly going back to normal for you..
i'm glad that you had fun today with them..

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Dear Diary..

today had practical test.. so ended early.. then came back early since there was no place for me to go.. and everybody are like so busy.. so for me not to a pest around, i came home early..

i shall embark on my 100 pieces cookies project.. hope i can finish doing them just in time..

current status:
0/100 pieces of cookies



Dear Diary..

today.. being lectured by the director of Shatec, as all of us say in terms of Principle.. about time and attendence.. then somehow, lead to the GROUP OF PEOPLE that was misbehaving in class all the time.. it took like 30 mintues.. and guess what? we thought that that was the end, more to come.. our form teacher's turn.. he started to blast at us, asking the GROUP OF PEOPLE to own up.. and then he also asked us to say how we feel about the class.. and when it was my turn, i started to cry somehow.. guess too much feelings inside me.. then just say that"The class is just a bunch of SELFISH PEOPLE.." after that sentence, my lecturer just said that i don't need to say anymore and i'm out of the point..

today just suck can.. brought eclairs to the team.. but with a down face.. venting all the downness and angry and upsetness onto a netball (sorry to the owner of the ball).. threw it from the half court line.. somehow, it proves to me that whenever you vent your feelings on throwing the ball, your strength can be more than what you expected.. and guess what? i think there were 3 to 4 times that i actually scored from the line.. so ya.. but that's so not the point..

just want to say this to the team..
i'm sorry about the emo that i'm having this past few days.. about today.. should be more alive than ebing bothered by stuff that had happened.. i'm so really sorry..

for the past few days, i have been like a baby.. that had cried amost every other day.. don't know why.. just feel that my feelings are just super mixed up.. trying to figure them out..







Footprints
one night a man had a dream..
he dreamed hs was walking along the beach with the Lord..
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life..
for each scene, he noticed 2 sets of footprints in the sand; one belonged to him, and the other to the Lord..
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand..
he noticed that many timesalong the path of his life there was only one set of footprints..
he also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest time in his life..
this really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it..
"Lord,you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way.."
"but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of foot prints.."
"I don't understand and why when i needed you most you would leave me.."
the Lord replied,
"my precious, precious child, I love youannd I would never leave you.."
"during your times of trai and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints,"
"it was then that I carried you.."













please don't take me for granted..



Dear Diary..

i just feel that.. i'm slowly returning to my old self.. the one before the team came.. the one that before you came..

just feeling very lonely..
very..
very..
very..
lonely..








shall go make chocolate eclairs..



bye bye..



Dear Diary,

3 Cheers and 3 Cheers and 3 Cheers for Region A~~~~~

Region A won the soccer league with a final score of 5-2 to Region C.. but i think i didn't do well in the match.. made a lot of mistakes.. until the last 20 minutes then i started to play better..


for the past few days, i have seen so much disgusted people that i would never imagine i would see.. and the worse is that they were leaders.. i don't know what to say.. just DISGUSTED!

Chocolate Eclair! Sinful!

Swam Shaped Cream Puffs! Cute!

All Kinds Of Puffs! Yummy!

last tuesday, went out before watching some game.. had lunch at food court at Jurong Point.. took really a lot time to find what i want to eat.. haiz.. spoilt with choices.. then after that, went window shopping.. everything we do was like super random.. but all in the name of FUN! who cares! as long as we had fun, that's all we know.. because it was a fun day! taking dresses and take pictures.. super random can.. never thought i will do that willing.. but i was having fun! and loads of it!

Me In A Black Dress! Random!

Me In A Very Flowery Dress! Super Random!

Claudia In A Dark Red Dress! Random!

if you think that by not telling me..
about everything about the project..
and that makes you outstanding..
and that you will gain everybody's respect..
i'm sorry..
YOU WON'T!
because not everybody respect you..
I'M ONE OF THEM!
i finally know..
that so many people hates you..
so many people dislikes you..
you know why?
BECAUSE OF YOUR F***ING ATITUDE!

*sorry for the offensive word*







































i will be praying for you..
i hope i can help in someway..
because i want to help..
please let me know what i can do..



Dear Diary..

las monday.. i made some cookies.. at first, everything was like going wrong.. the flour flying all around, the butter not melting, and the mixture very sticky.. but you know what? it really don't care about the process.. but it's the finishing that is also important.. because you will not know what will it turn out until you finished everything..

TESTS ARE FINALLY OVER! WHOA! yesterday was the last paper for the test week.. and that paper is relatively easy.. okay.. i shall not be proud.. otherwise someone will not be happy.. anyway, the fill in the blanks section, i think i could get full marks.. Thank And Praise God! with God's Help and that you have studied, you can get good results.. Thank And Praise God!

Guess what? i have got another new phone! well.. it's the same.. 6288.. and i have dedicated it to the Lord! so ya.. I WILL NOT LOSE IT AGAIN!!

yesterday, so called trained for basketball.. i found out that i have deproved a lot in my shootings.. but still able to score a few 3 pointers for you.. i will carry on shoot for you whenever i can shoot..

after that, ate a lot of food.. carrot cake, fish soup, fried noodles, and sugar cane juice! until i'm like very full.. but i feel good with food in my stomach..













i don't know why..
but i'm disappointed with you warming beach..
and having the feeling that to keep warming beach..














the person that i like is you..
and only you..
please believe me..
really hope you believe me..













when you tell me..
"i'm not jealous.."
i went "ya.. okay.."



Dear Diary,

Region A is into the FINALS! soccer, frisbee and rounders! hope we can win all 3 games!













absence makes the heart grow fonder..
absence makes one go crazy..



Dear Diary..

2 great things:

1:
test week is starting and the first paper is tomorrow.. and guess what? i haven't really study for tomorrow.. haiz.. studying after this entry..

2:
today my phone just got stolen .. how great can that be.. only 1 month old.. haiz..













Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house













it's okay..
i totally understand your situation..