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today was the first training

training soccer with the team from my workplace was fun and exciting and FUN.. erm.. did i say fun twice? YES!! it was fun.. though it's at a very small and without any goal posts.. it's just like the past, my younger days, where i used to play under the void deck, shouting at each other, and dribbling around the pillars.. during that time, whenever anyone of us, be it me or my friends have a ball(tennis ball, plastic air-blown ball, soccer ball etc), we would just tell everyone that to meet after school, that means SOCCER TIME! there was once that i told my grandma that i have tuition in that afternoon, and that i had to stay in school.. but in actual fact, tuition was cancelled, and the whole afternoon was spent playing soccer.. in the end, she found out and was caned and scolded.. haha!! that was like primary school..

back to the present.. training was fun, except that i fell just at the start of the warming-up(running).. kinda crap.. but i just laughed it over.. and didn't think about it after that.. wearing a new boots is so comfortable.. not that my old pair is not.. it's just that it's new and ya.. clean.. haha! anyway, i feel like Beckham! doing the crossing and kicking free kicks.. i just want to thank God for what He has done for me.. giving me the ability to kick.. the ball just spin in the air.. how COOL is that ??!!

i think there is some problem with my right ankle nowadays.. just pain suddenly and then subside.. don't know what's wrong.. haha!

ending here!!
May God bless all of you!! :)
smile!! :)



Kitchen can really be dangerous!!

last week, as i can remembered.. there was an explosion in the kitchen that i'm working in, at my workplace.. i was just positioned just 2 feet away from the stove.. and my colleagues were like using the stove.. when suddenly, the whole stove just exploded in front of our eyes! YES! EXPLODED!! a rush of gas rushed out from the drawer below the stove and the door of it flew open.. and also the knobs of the stove flew out, hitting anything that is in its path.. so, that means, if anyone of us in the way, it would just means that injury.. or worse.. "No Father Day" as the army guys will put it in simple terms.. HAHA!! but Thank God that no one was injured or anything.. and then for the rest of the day, that particular stove was banded "UNSAFE" until the technician come.. and when the technician came and checked, the truth has came to light about the explosion.. a dirt clot along the inside of the gas pipe that made the gas flow not smooth.. so thus, instead of the gas flowing upwards, it flows downwards.. and with the fire, on top.. lights the gas and causes the explosion.. kitchen can really be dangerous... haiz..

for the past few days, i've been fighting a battle with a person named "Myself".. it's a battle that only i can fight against(as someone has said.. thank you to that person) and because of that, i became feeling terrible and emo.. but i'm getting better each day, Thanks to GOD, who provided me with the strength.. and i would like to share something..

smiling may seems to be a easy thing to do when you're happy or joyful.. but do you know that it's also a very difficult thing to do when you're pissed off with someone or something, or when you're sad, or when you're angry when things don't go your way.. so God has taught me that to smile in what situations that i am.. even with the smallest things.. smile! and then work, studies, or even play will be much more nicer! :)

May God bless all of you richly for the rest of the week!!



seeing different faces and working attitudes in work..

for this week, i have seen different working attitudes in a span of 3 hours.. it was yesterday afternoon.. as we were required to clean the chiller and arrange it, people would start to run away.. that afternoon actually has nothing else to do, sut suddenly people could just come up with something else to do except cleaning up the chiller.. cleeaning chiller is actually a very tiring and boring job.. because we are to take out everything from the chiller and then to check eveything to make sure that the vegetables and meats etc are not spoilt.. and also cleaning the racks and floor of the the walk in chiller..

so as i was saying, people during this time, will be "very" busy finding other things to do except cleaning tthe chiller.. i call them the "Hole Digger", as they find "holes" just to escape from doing things.. then there are some people who will clean, but will boss around, asking people to do, whereas they themselves just talking, or just touch a bit, and "let the talking do the working".. i call them the "Big Mouths".. and there are the rest.. the "Obedience Pack", that will just say, "Orh.." and quietly do them..


i have found a theory while i was peeling and cutting and chopping up onions for the past weeks.. and ya, work's so boring that i can come up with funny theories..

that is, ONIONS CAN TALK AND TELL YOUR FEELINGS!! believe me a not, it's true.. for the past week, just peeling onions on different occassions show myself feelings that i have in myself.. almost all of us know that peeling or cutting onions can make you cry.. that's true.. and it is only true IF YOU'RE FEELING SAD OR ANGRY IN YOUR HEART.. but when you're happy, you will not cry.. but that don't give you a reason to use the whole onion to rub your eyes!! somehow i find this theory quite true.. maybe to myself.. but believe it a not, it's up to you.. :)

last Sunday something happened while i was playing soccer at Hougang.. Shawn was somehow cut by something that we don't know what.. and the cut itself was really deep.. his muscle can be seen and it's near to the ankle area.. and he was like freaking out, didn't want his parents to know.. but you know.. parents in the end know.. becuse i called them.. stitches are required to close it up.. so i kindly request people to pray for him for speedy recovery, and that there will not be any infection.. thank you..


tomorrow will be a relax day(i hope) as i'm having a soccer selection for my workplace as they are taking part for the inter hotel soccer tournment.. never heard of it? neither do i.. so just join for fun.. since i have nothing to do tomorrow.. pray for the best..

shall end here..

God bless all of you for the rest of the weeks!! :)



i so miss the events in church..

thinking about the Yellow Festive on Saturday let me think back to have to help out in making the props and preparing for the food and stuff in the past.. well.. nowadays, i don't really have the time to do all that due to all the work commitments that i have.. and also, partly because i don't really know what's going in church like events and stuff.. anyway, i was able to make it for the concert in the evening after the stalls and games.. i tell you.. i would like to relive that night again.. because of the songs that are sang and the short message that was shared by Pastor Lim Gee Tiong.. all that really touched my heart and just teared by all that.. especailly the song by Pastor Lim Gee Tiong "Hold My Hand" in FuJian.. that was the finale.. people just went up to stage, wanting to receive Jesus as their Lord and Saviour.. it's really touching and heartwarming to see that scene from the back of the sanctuary.. people just streaming down until the front was full..

then the next day, that particular song was playing in my head and i was like singing along with it.. by the way, the following day after the concert was a Sunday.. and Pastor Lim Gee Tiong was the speaker for that day.. so i TOTALLY MISSED ALL THAT!! haiz.. and i really miss going to church on Sundays.. the service, the sermons, and especailly the presence of God.. you can just cry and cry and cry just by feeling the presence of God.. it's just overwhelming..

so that Sunday, work was really slow and boring.. not as in cooking is boring.. but tto think of it, whenever there is no business, means no functions or events coming in, and no functions or events means no people.. and no people means no cooking needed.. so ya.. on that day, the whole load of us were like just standing around in the kitchen, either looking for things to do, or talking away.. and the good thing was that they decided to let us off early.. so going home early.. and i went playing soccer after that, rushing from Harbourfront to home and from home to Hougang just to play soccer.. and that costs me 25 bucks.. haiz..

and so.. Monday was also a long and nothing-to-do day.. so early release.. so i went for some books buying session.. and i think i'm hooked to this local writer called Low Kay Hwa.. previously bought 3 books of his, and yesterday bought another 2 books.. these are books that are not really thin but they talk about problems and things that students faced in Singapore.. especailly in JC.. masks, proverty, etc..

and here i am.. off on a Tuesday once again.. writing entry for my blog.. changing my blogskin and URL.. still thinking what to do after this.. shall end it here..